My Hair

So I am trying so hard to let my hair grow so that I can donate it to Locks for Love. But it is absolutely driving me nuts. I pull it back every day. I keep saying that I am going to get it cut super short so that I can just get it off...I really like Kate's hair. I just don't really know if I can go 'that' short. I keep sayin that I am going to wait until next October to get it cut that way it will be after my half Iron. But man, this is really hard.